As I lay on my bed, I keep reminding myself… “Why do I do this? Why do I hide my true feelings toward someone?” The answer is because I don’t want to get hurt and I don’t want THEM to get hurt. I would honestly, compliment you every single time I see you, but that basically gives it away. I am pretty sure you have a clue that I like you or somewhat do. A friend would not just do all those stuff for you just for fun. I am not a rich kid… I don’t have parents that give money every time I please and for me to treat you out, buy you stuff that you need/want or just because I feel like buying you drinks like boba or starbucks… I don’t blame you for that since it is my decision. Honestly, from the time you held my hand even though it was part of a joke… from the time you kissed me on the cheek to the time you invited me to your place with friends… I never felt so in love with you. I look at you during class sorry if I sound like a creeper and sometimes offer help when you need it. You seem like the perfect person to be with me even though sometimes you act immature. We seem like the perfect, non dramatic couple as I just go along with what you do. I am the man of the relationship, but I’ll let you control me all you want (not in a dirty way).
Here goes my rant of the night. I’m helplessly in love. Someone help me.
if i lay here
if i just lay here
do u think i’d still pass all of my classes
It must be so nice to be loved.
instead of accepting apologies i accept checks
Weird, I’ve been falling asleep no later than 10. I usually stay up till like, 2AM. Idk. Anyway, it’s friday. Thank god!
As an atheist, I see nothing “wrong” in believing in a God. I don’t think there is a God, but belief in him does no harm. If it helps you in any way, then that’s fine with me. It’s when belief starts infringing on other people’s rights when it worries me. I would never deny your right to believe in a God. I would just rather you didn’t kill people who believe in a different God, say. Or stone someone to death because your rulebook says their sexuality is immoral. It’s strange that anyone who believes that an all-powerful all-knowing, omniscient power responsible for everything that happens, would also want to judge and punish people for what they are.
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